Well Kids.. We're Moving!

If you haven't already noticed, I'm finally up and running on the new site, that means the old site will be left up for archive stuff till we catch up in the new area. And by we I mean .. I, not like I've got a team or anything...that I could admit to on paper (looks around shiftily) Oh what a difference a year can make.

Well I'm not sure what I'll do with this area, there are some quality rants in here, but I think maybe it be best to stow them away. Airing your dirty laundry (while in essence one of the main reasons to have a blog) can be cathartic.. it's out there.. for EVERYONE to read, and you just never know when it could bite you in the a$$.

speaking of the "$$" have you noticed people have started to label posts and videos now as "NSFW" that too apparently is in our lexicon right next to roflol and wtf. Hooray for abbr. =) (btw, NSFW means "Not Safe For Work"..in case you were wondering.. come on admit it..)

Anyway, the new site is
www.seagatecomics.com and we..I will be starting from the beginning correcting the many spelling errors, redoing pages I didn't like, tinkering with the colors, etc.
Hooray for spell check, hooray for abbr. hip hip, god save the queen, etc.

I'll have a rant or two on the other site and I'll make sure to really get into my fan girl, wtf moments. I apparently am in capable of doing anything different.

Thank you Keenspace for being so awesome for so many years, and helping me to get started.

yeah.

Ok so you may be wondering why I haven't posted anything worth while in ..well.. a while. I have to be honest, I haven't picked up a pencil in a few weeks. Just haven't been motivated and my current website/Internet situation isn't helping that. I may need to take a hiatus until I can get it straightened out. Heck I'm not even sure if you'll be able to read this. Once I do get it straightened out I may start from the beginning and touch up and correct the many many spelling errors (yes I know that photoshop has spell check now.)

I am starting to feel a bit inspired, maybe not the panels but I'm itching to paint a bit. I'm also taking some time off next week before the holiday season starts..*shudder* Maybe this year I can get away with not feeling like I'm going to hurl the whole time. That apparently is my new stress indicator. It was a blood shot eye, yes only one eye, but now I'm stuck with perpetual morning sickness with nothing to show for it. I'm getting this weird anxiety over work. Like I'm missing something or something is about to happen and it just ain't good. I'm aware that things are happening around me that I have NO control over but the implicit trust I had in my people, or rather certain people, just isn't there anymore and it's making me uneasy.. I just get the feeling I'm somehow being thrown under a bus.
Be it an irrational feeling or not.. time will tell. Luckily all my ducks are in a row so, bring it...?
God I need a diary.

Anyway while I may not have pages up for a little while I'll throw up some Seagate lites about things that amuse me and my friends. Something to fill the creative void so I don't completely shrivel up.

Cheers folks! I'll keep you posted on doings.

I'm disinclined to acquiesce your request

Means "no"...
Ok 1. It be international talk like a pirate day for another 45 minutes, yar, and I missed it =( ...garr

2. DELL SUCKS! my power supply died, and it took a few days to get a new one, and to keep me from freaking out.. thanks Dad.

3. I got wordpress installed and then managed to TOTALLY f it up so we're back to this screen now until I can figure out what set off the cluster F***...

4. Well in general things are fine, with the exception of continued drama at work but even that's settling into a dull buzzing, more of the same really so I'm numbing to it.

So yeah, Sorry for the outage, I'm going to try to get things somewhat back on track and find someone to do PHP for me cause I'm just not getting it.. I need someone to look at the stuff I did and say, no silly this doesn't go there... duh.
Any takers?
Hope you're all still out there.

um... yar, this chair be high sez aye! shiver me timbers.. yarr..it's not so much a code, really more of a guideline.

It's my birthday!!!

Woo....ish
I'd completely forgotten until Ben reminded me last night. I'm turning 28.. dear lord where has it all gone.. still no plans though as I'm delegated to work on Monday Tuesday and Wednesday. As I've no interest in having the week long birthday extravaganza, so I'm trying to figure out what exactly I want to do.
See Boy.. check. He's on board for Monday night, see friends..maybe, it's just a little last minute. See family, I think that's taken care of on Sunday night. So yeah not exactly a blow out year but who cares it's only 28.. shudder..

ahh the muck and the mire.

blah. just blah. I'm stuck in a bad place today. The drama at work and having the boy gone for two weeks and general fatigue has worn me down, just today though. I've been keeping it together easily, this whole time until this afternoon. It all came crashing on me shortly after getting off the phone with the BF. He was on his way to Spain for a few days, topping off the "ninja world tour '07", I was hit with a sudden longing. Hurry up and come home already!
This coupled with my work drama, of which I'll spare details, but it wasn't good and people got hurt...in the emotional sense, everyone's fine, there was no accident.. all joking aside, I miss my friend and I'm afraid he's lost to me at the moment. It's breaking my heart.. I don't know what to do, if I should contact him or give him time.. I don't agree with him or with anyone in particular, the situation in general or the outcome but.. I guess the chips will fall where they may with this. I was so angry with everyone involved, I'm still angry about it.
So there, I'm filled with a whole lot of missing at the moment and it sucks... alot

At least I have art to fill me right? yeah I did manage to work on a page a little today, almost done, just need to work on the finishing and text, I should be able to get it up tomorrow night, god willing =).. or maybe tuesday.. anyway it'll be up soon. I actually missed a page, so it may show the same page up now, until I fix the order. You'll see.
Ok then. Rant finished.

trying to post something new for you.

As much of a hottie as my boyfriend is, staring at him for the last month and a half can't be that much fun for you guys. While the drama with setting up Word press continues, I made something new for you all. However Keenspace/Comicgenesis is down... again... those poor guys, they don't get paid they do it for the love of it, but that's ALOT of demand to fill. Well at least it's not the entire server, but the login so I can upload something is down. I'll try again in the morning.
Speaking of the hottie, he is on his way to Frenchie-sulry-smokey-land. He will be there for two weeks and I'm trying to be strong. Yes I know it's only two weeks, shut it, no one likes a jerk... Also I'm bitter that I'm not into Kung fu so I could go =).. but there's all that discipline and running.. yeah all set. Plus I don't think it would be good for our relationship for me to be put in the student/teacher scenario. It's never worked out well. I almost told a previous boyfriend to mosey while being taught to snowboard, and I mean halfway down the mountain... that was also 9 years ago but you get the idea.
So yeah, I'm left to entertain myself for two weeks. Woo hoo, horrible horrible freedom.. oh well at least there is a weekend at the cape and a muddling bar trip to break up the monotony.

BIG CONGRATULATIONS to my friends Misti and Mark for finally getting engaged! YIPPEE!

duh duh duh du-du-da du-du-da, duh duh duh duh du-du-dah du-du-dah

well i'm having a slight issue setting up the new site, mainly cause yahoo.com's making it troublesome with some glitch or another, it's something that's easily fixed I'm sure I'm just not setting aside anytime to do it.. I suppose one would say I should be doing it now.. but we're going to the aboretum today and haveing a merry picnic and then we'll watch the movie knocked up, so clearly you can see how busy I am... hey it's moments like that that make life worth living.

in the mean time..